Faith

Well to be completly honest, it has been an extremly hard year so far. Im a junior in high school which isnt just an ease by year. And to add to that, youth band, youth chorus, corps activities, and school activities, there is just no time to relax for myself it seems. I sometimes feel as if im drifting away from the Lord, but once again in his amazing ways, he always seems to get a hand on me and give me a tug back. Its so hard to try and balance everything going on in life right now. I mean i love everything im a part of, but i almost feel as if im two different people. Im one person at school, then another with army friends. And thats not how i want to be. Its just so hard to go against the crowd, and try to go in a different direction then everyone else. Im sure im not the only one that feels that way. I want to be an inspriation to people at school and i want them to look at me and say, wow, there is something different about her. And i want them to want what i have, and thats God. So i just ask that whoever reads this, please just pray for me. Please pray for the strength i need to not only survive high school, but to make a difference at my high school.